Grieving by Dean Solon

am thinking of all the people who come and go, who perform on stage and make their [un]timely exits.  to applause and-or to silence.  i miss the now not-visible, and let them be[come] not-here now. 

each a contributor, an actor, an actress, in a passion play.  i weep, i laugh, i am quiet, am quiet.  am doing my best, am not-wrestling with God.

nebulae swirl around my head.
oceans swim around my heart.