a birthday. #63.
am noticing, am FEELING, a loss, a grieving, a sensing of changing, and of being older in this life. an almost-seeing---isn't this what much of seeing is?---of long linking chains of lives, lifetimes unwinding undulating unfolding in and with and through, over under sideways down.
there is this life "on top" of all the lives....filled and filling with a wisdom of experience, a strange and sacred concoction of anything and everything under the brilliant blazing sun that sits in the center of the Big Sky, i am depth, am breadth, am full and am empty with loss, with love, with grief, with grace and gravity and gratitude.
under the bright sun
there is no lacking.
how can there be lacking when so much experience has been lived? when so much life has been experienced?
with so much time and space filled with lived and living moments, how can there be a hole in the fabric?
if there is a hole, if there is something unfulfilled, find it now.
and may it be filled, now,
may it be fulfilled, now...
am noticing, am FEELING, a loss, a grieving, a sensing of changing, and of being older in this life. an almost-seeing---isn't this what much of seeing is?---of long linking chains of lives, lifetimes unwinding undulating unfolding in and with and through, over under sideways down.
there is this life "on top" of all the lives....filled and filling with a wisdom of experience, a strange and sacred concoction of anything and everything under the brilliant blazing sun that sits in the center of the Big Sky, i am depth, am breadth, am full and am empty with loss, with love, with grief, with grace and gravity and gratitude.
under the bright sun
there is no lacking.
how can there be lacking when so much experience has been lived? when so much life has been experienced?
with so much time and space filled with lived and living moments, how can there be a hole in the fabric?
if there is a hole, if there is something unfulfilled, find it now.
and may it be filled, now,
may it be fulfilled, now...
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